Entry 53--AKA: "Looking to the future."

I added a weather gadget to my iGoogle homepage last week. In the weather gadget I have both Sacramento and Long Beach listed. I have found that this small addition has given me the hope that yes, someday, I will move to Long Beach. It has given me something to look forward to since it seems lately I have very little to look forward to. It's still hard for me to believe I don't go back to school in a few weeks; it's strange not to have to be looking for school supplies, and making sure I have enough binder paper and testing bluebooks. It's like I'm finally an adult.

How strange it is, then, that now that I'm finally an adult that for the first time in my adult life I don't have a job or a means of paying for myself. It is so frustrating to finally be done with school and be in a position where I'm qualified for good jobs, and yet not be able to find one. At least I'm trying....just need to keep looking.